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Whatever Girl
She wakes up, gets ready for school
Her mom asks her how have you been
she says fine
knowing of the lie she just told
she gets on the bus
the bus stops at school
she gets off
she stands at her normal spot
Her friends come
they so your so gay and laughs
she laughs along
they push her and say your ugly
she shrugs
they say your a guy
she says i know
They all go inside
she walks with her friends
they push her into some cute guys and laugh
she blushes
they push her again
she pushes back
they say omg stop it your such a (profane)
she says whatever
she goes to homeroom
she drops some of her things
they step on it and and laugh
she goes to lunch
dreading what she knows will happen
they make fun of each other
she joins in to seem normal
they start bulling her
she says stop
they say we're just joking relax
she says sorry
they say omg your such a (profane) (profane)
she laughs along
they say more things
she goes to the bathroom
in the bathroom she cries
she wipes off her cheeks and goes back
lunch is over she sighs in releif
the last bell rings schools over
she visits her friend whos a guy
they push her into him and say get a hotel room
she looks away holding back the tears
he asks if shes ok
sje says why does it matter no one cares
he says he does
she doesnt beleive him
she stopped beleiving people cared
She gets home feeling just as lonely and bullied as before
Her mom and sister are laughing and making fun of her
She says to quit it
Her mom yells at her
She goes up to her room
she wants to die
She grabs a pin
Hoping to be able to scratch away all the fear and depression
It doesnt work it never does
She starts to cry
Wondering why shes alive
the only reason shes alive is for the friends she has on gl
not sure if the trortures of living will over powre the pain of death
she goes to sleep
knowing that the cruel cycle she hates will start over in the morning
knowing that one day she'll break
and the pain of death will overcome life
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